Live Well, Laugh Often, Love Much.

14/06/2010

2010-06-17T15:50:00.002+08:00

I had 2 birthday parties this year. One was hell of a surprise and the other one was just a dinner organised by the bf with his housemates. Both was awesome!

As i mentioned in my last post, i get lazier and lazier each day. So, i might not update much in this blog of mine instead i turn to my tumblr, because it is so much easier.

Adios! Take care bros.

2010-05-30T14:24:00.002+08:00

I would like to start my post this time with a loud screaming of mine: "WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"

and why is that? Let's cut it short ya.

1) I got my dream car already! My baby RAV4, woot woot!
2) I got new laptop for my birthday present from daddy. Nice.

I'm kinda lazy and kinda forget how to write.
Hmm, yeah bye!

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2010-05-11T03:00:00.002+08:00

I read this somewhere under few of my page tabs, and i decided to copy paste it just because i find it interestingly true.

The Husband Store
*
A brand new store has just opened in Orlando FL. that sells Husbands. When
women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the
entrance:- 'You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the
value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any
item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but
you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building!
*

So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband.

On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads:*Floor 1* - These men have jobs.

The 2nd floor sign reads:***Floor 2* - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids.

The 3rd floor sign reads: *Floor 3***- These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and
are extremely good looking.

'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going.

She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads:*Floor 4* - These men Have
Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework.

'Oh, mercy me!' she exclaims, 'I can hardly stand it!'

Still, she goes to the 5th floor and sign reads:*Floor 5*- These men Have
Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Gorgeous, help with Housework and Have A
Strong Romantic Streak. She is so tempted to stay, but she goes to the 6th
floor and the sign reads:

Floor***6* - You are visitor 31,456,012 to this floor. There are no men on
this floor. This floor exists solely as proof that women are impossible to
please. Thank you for shopping at the Husband Store .

To avoid gender bias charges, the store's owner opens a***New Wives
store*just across the street.

The***1st floor* has wives that love sex.

The***2nd floor* has wives that love sex and have money.

The***3rd *through***6th floors* have never been visited

4/5

2010-05-04T08:34:00.003+08:00

Well hello again.
Right now, i am waiting for 8:45am so that i can a make a move to the exam hall. Today, this morning is my first paper and i'm actually quite nervous about it. Zzzzzzz!

So, you've heard the news; Nad's out from the AF now. Most of us are so thrilled about that but not for me. Yes, i am happy that she's out but i'm not that thrilled because i want her to go for finals. My friends and i spent quite a long time with her last week. We went and to do this and that, it was fun but the same time i was feeling lonely that moment since Z was not there. We were being apart so far that he had to stayed in Malacca and i had to go back with my friends. I cried when we said our goodbyes. Call me cry baby, i don't care.

Okay, it's 8:42am already. Ciao!

Annoying Orange. Funny!

2010-04-15T01:53:00.000+08:00

HEY APPLE!

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2010-03-30T03:35:00.002+08:00

When everything went smoothly hectic, i'm lost.
Too many things to write and too lazy to do so.
How eh?
Can i start all over again?

Most

2010-03-16T03:25:00.005+08:00

FUHHHH! How should i start? Hmmmmmm...

Let me put it this way, I had the most amazing weekend. Long story short, played futsal with the girls on Friday, had mamak session after that and yes, we laughed a lot.

And then on the next day which is Saturday, went to Nad's Tirai Konsert, waited for 4 hours to get in the hall, saw Nad (Sarimah is super cool!) , had supper with Nad's family and again we laughed a lot.

On Sunday, woke up at 1230pm and went to Maklong's house. Had lunch there, went for karaoke session with the family, sang like crazy and again again we laughed a lot.

And now i just realize that, we really do laugh that much eh? That is so weird.

OH and you won't believe who i met while waiting for Nad.....

That's Nicol freaking David man.

p/s: I have astro in my living room now. YESSSS! Oh and could you just please vote for Nad please. Thanks, you guys are the best!

AF8

2010-03-10T02:10:00.002+08:00

Wowww!
I'm super excited to finally get to see my close friend singing for AF8. Yeah, the one i mentioned about earlier. We all have been waiting for ages to see her. Please please vote her kay. She's the one with short hair, her name is NadiaEmilia. Watch her live this Saturday. Vote kay, pretty please.

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2010-02-28T20:09:00.004+08:00

I have this tiny problem and i need you readers advices, follower or non follower i don't mind. Please just help me. Here it goes :

I am turning 22 y/o this year and i keep getting comments from people that i do not act like my age, not so lady like. I wear slippers instead of heels (not that i don't like them but i just don't how to walk in them), i wear tshirts and jeans only, i do not have long silky hair and i do not wear make up.

Is it wrong that i am 22 y/o girl with a very young spirit? How and what do i have to do to act more like my age?

Tell me please.

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2010-02-26T13:14:00.000+08:00

I NEED TO BUY NEW CLOTHES AND FOR THAT I NEED MOOLAH PLEASE.

Nu

2010-02-24T16:05:00.002+08:00

New layout, finally!

You know what, i just realized that i am getting boring and boring-er each day. Why ha?

24

2010-02-24T01:25:00.003+08:00

Plan changed. I went back to Klang on Friday, after my sister called me and she was being so annoyingly annoying saying that she misses me. GEDIK! But everything went great, nothing like i expected. Best best best!

So, i ended up doing my assignment Monday morning and luckily i managed to finish it and submit it on time. Yeay me! Thank you boyfriend.

Now, i am not feeling well. I got my sore throat yesterday and i know fever and flu going to come next, so here they are living in my body like parasites. I was feeling so feeble today, i ended up going to my morning tutorial and sleep all day long.

Hopefully things will get better tomorrow. I can't miss any of my classes anymore.

AND i know i've mentioned this before but for those who missed, i now have a tumblr called EmphemeralEuphoria and i use it as my fantasy album. I will only reblog stuffs when they really mean something or when they are crazily beautiful, so enjoy. =)

Update

2010-02-19T01:51:00.004+08:00

My CNY's holidays ended early as my classes are not canceled when others are. What a bull, i must say. And it is a double buller, when i didn't get to rest during those 4 days instead i was so busy with weddings that i have to get involved by being the usherettes.

WEDDINGS = USHERETTES = HIGH HEELS = LEG CRAMPED!

I was only free during Tuesday and played bowling with the family for a while, and i pushed off to Malacca say around 11 like that. AND no Klang again this weekend as i have assignment to be done and to be submit on Monday, so no time to waste. Pffttt!

Oh and i watched Wolfman yesterday and Valentine's Day just now, and i must give two thumbs DOWN for Wolfman and two thumbs UP for V's Day. (Damn, that's four 'ands' in one sentence. I AM THAT BAD)

p/s: You can find the wedding's pictures in my Facebook. I do not, i repeat i do not look good.

=) / )=

2010-02-08T04:36:00.001+08:00

Ignore me, i was bored that time. So, let's us share what is hot and what is not.

Due to my obsession towards Theo Wallcot, i now decide and declare to wear 14 and be 14 for my team jersey. He's my new inspiration. No, i am not betraying ManU.

Holiday for 5 days, woot woot! One thing that i'm looking forward to : MUM'S COOKING! Yummeyh! Although, i have 5 days of holiday but it seems like i only have 2 days of real resting because i'm pretty sure i'm going to be busy with some weddings, i am not excited about. No, i don't hate weddings. I love weddings. I just don't feel pretty anymore.

AND what's not hot is that my friend is leaving. My close friend and my only partner to be exact. I'm super sad and proud that the same time. She's going somewhere doing what she loves, what she great at and without a doubt, i know she's going to be a success. Good luck and take care dude.

p/s: I can't tell you what and where just yet, but you'll know soon. I promise.

Crack

2010-02-08T04:09:00.003+08:00

I heard this song 2 days ago when Z's housemates were playing guitar and sang it out loud and i love it. Nice and soothing. Enjoy.

Where should i start?

Emm, lets see. I spent my weekend here in Malacca and it was a total boredom. Yes, totally. No new movie to watch, no futsal. Arghh sucks! I just found out that i have a crush on Theo Walcott from Arsenal. Dang, he is so cute. My new football boyfriend.

You won't believe what i'm about to write but it happened. I watched 'Adnan Sempit' on cinema yaw, and it wasn't bad. Like seriously funny. Betul de. HAHA! AND i think i love Lady GAGA!

p/s: I'm still a ManU's fan and forever will be ;)

Pfft!

2010-02-02T15:20:00.003+08:00

I hate when people cut me when i am talking, especially when there are people around. That is just plain rude. Just because i keep quiet, that doesn't mean i don't mind. I F! MIND! You might want to put that in mind ya.

X

2010-01-28T14:10:00.003+08:00

Oh well, i guess i just have to let it go as i'm not going to Paramore's concert. AAYAIYAI. Daddy hasn't answer my question yet, so i assume is a no. No worries. They say; you don't always get what you want, and i agree.

No Klang for this week and next week, that's two weeks in a row. First time! Shit, i feel sad already.

I WANT TO GO HOME!

Please do check out my tumblr, EphemeralEuphoria. I have to warn you though, nothing interesting there.

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2010-01-27T04:04:00.001+08:00

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2010-01-27T04:02:00.000+08:00

2010-01-27T03:35:00.000+08:00

Eventually you will come to realize that love heals everything & love is all there is.

W

2010-01-25T13:02:00.002+08:00

I hate Mondays. I hate that i have to say goodbye to my family, the night before Monday. I hate that when i wake up on Monday morning i am not on my big queen sized bed but instead on a standard single bed. I hate that when i wake up there's no food served in the kitchen. I JUST F! HATE MONDAYS.

I took daddy's old watch, simply because i feel like having a new watch but i can't afford it for now, so borrow daddy's is another option. Okay what, it looks so classic! I'm so into old classic things now, no idea why. HMM. No worries, i will guard it with my life.

p/s: Oh dad's salary, would you come already? I need my allowance lah dey!

HAHA

2010-01-24T18:15:00.003+08:00

HILARIOUS!

Q

2010-01-24T15:01:00.000+08:00

Stuff

2010-01-23T22:14:00.004+08:00

OK, let see what happened today;

Woke up at 10, went to SubangParade with mummy --> Went to the alteration shop (mummy bought a dress for the annual dinner tonight). --> While waiting, went to Al-Ikhsan.(i wanted to buy new futsal shoes, Z already bought one for himself last night) --> No luck there, mummy suggested to go nike boutique and YEAY! --> Picked up the dress, went back home --> Changed to new clothes and went to mines (teman ally go out with her bf, such a boring job) --> Bla bla bla at the mines and here i am, HOME SWEET HOME =)!

I just cooked a jumbo burger (my own recipe) for Z and i must say it's really huge. No picture though, sorry.

That's all for today. Boo-yah!

Me Me Me

2010-01-20T20:15:00.002+08:00

Random facts about me.

1) I'm a complicated person.
2) I call myself a loner and i don't mind being one.
3) I am a clean freak.
4) I like things to be done my way. Yes, i'm bossy.
5) My bf doesn't get me, that he had to googled me by my star sign. I'm Geminian and i'm proud to be one.
6) I love my family and my loves ones.
7) I love colours but it's weird that most of my things are black, white and grey.
8) I believe that blue M&M gives me headache and i don't eat them.
9) My favourite drink is Milo O Ais.
10) I don't drive my car that often since it turns yellow. I hate it!
11) I'm a straightforward and i know that's bad.
12) I have a major fear of cats, height and small space.

Okay, done. Few facts about me, there are more but i'm lazy to do that.

No

2010-01-19T14:13:00.002+08:00

School has started again. This time i'm excited. I spent too much time doing nothing last semester and i kinda miss Malacca. And Z's here with me, no more cry baby. Heeee~.

I went to the cinema yesterday and new Ju-On is showing. Anyone seen it? How was it? I have always been scared of that Ju-On ghost. The last time i watched it, i can't sleep alone till emm, now.

HAHAHA, i know.

Tumblr

2010-01-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hey hey, i have a tumblr account now. Woot woot! I think it's better for me as i only write short short posts, so do follow me yeah! Thanks ;)

2010-01-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU.

Paramore

2010-01-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

Haven't blog much now days, i am just too busy being mum's driver. I just had a wonderful day yesterday, i really did. Me and Z were talking on the phone till late night, just like how we used to be you know. So childish and fun. It made my day.

So, i cried while talking just because i just too happy and excited that PARAMORE is finally coming, not here but in Singapore. Yeah, i just found out yesterday and the tickets are selling fast. I'm trying to persuade daddy to renew my passport. I really want to go. Like f really.

Please please let me go.

Simple

2010-01-14T01:06:00.002+08:00

A: "There should be a pill that you can take to make love go away."

B: "Why would you want to make love go away? It's hard enough to find it in the first place."

- The Women.

Almost Ruin

2010-01-11T21:35:00.001+08:00

It's complicated now.
Gosh, i need help.

Shit

2010-01-08T21:38:00.002+08:00

I write when i'm hurt. The problem with me is that i tend to depend on people to make me happy when i know i shouldn't do that. Happiness should come from me, i should take control of my own happiness. Why do i always ended up doing the same mistakes?

Love Actually

2010-01-06T02:30:00.003+08:00

" General opinion makes out that we live in a world of hatred and greed, but i don't see that. Seems to me love is everywhere " - Love Actually.

I get to watch it, at last. I strongly recommend you to do do, it's worth it. Hate to admit it but i did cry almost 5 times, not because it's sad but because it's too sweet. I'm loving it.

Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart

2010-01-04T02:17:00.003+08:00

" Looking in the sky, i could see your face.
And i knew right where i fit in.
Take me, make me, you know that i'll always be in love with you.
Right till' the end. "

Dolphin

2010-01-02T01:08:00.003+08:00

Today i watched the Dolphin and Sea Lion Show, i get to hold the dolphin and a kiss from it.
What a nice creature.

Good to know that my year starts with a good thing ;)!

Something

2010-01-02T00:51:00.002+08:00

Two years back i was in some fancy restaurant with Z and his housemates when the year turned 2008 and the same time we were celebrating Z's housemate birthday. The crowd were crazy and it was loud even when there were no fireworks. It was new at least for me, for someone who never ever celebrated new year before.

A year after that i was at Z's house and we were having BBQ. There were good food, good enough that i still craving for Y's secret marinated sausages. It was the first time (i guess) i heard the word 'squathim' and it still makes me laugh. It was fun, hilarious and comfy.

Yesterday i was out with Z and some of my friends. We were having dinner at murni and planned to go to the Curve for fireworks but that didn't work out due to some time difficulties. So, Z drove me and C to find us a clean toilet and to cut it short we saw fireworks and ran to it and gosh, it was beautiful. It was the closes fireworks i've seen. It was undescribable. It is 2010.

Thank you 2009, thank you for the memories.

2010

2010-01-01T13:57:00.001+08:00

HELLO 2010!
So glad to finally see you.

!

2009-12-29T23:58:00.003+08:00

No one knows what love is, and so do i.
Let's just keep it that way for now.

Sale

2009-12-29T11:25:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was a day of me being a total mum's driver. Woke up early and bought the siblings' school books and then there lah, there lah and last stop was the clinic. I just want to ask the other doctor's opinion on my MRIed leg and turns out the pain that i'm still having, isn't caused by the bone of the leg but it's from my back bone, the spine. Can you believe it? My dad just wasted a thousand bucks for nothing and i hate when these kind of things happen because i believe that those money can use for other important stuffs. Annoying!

Anyway, i'm letting go one of my unworn jeans. I always think i'll be wearing it one day but seems that one day never come. So, i bought it and never even wear it not even once. It was an honest mistake. If you're interested, please mail me at shashareena.h@gmail.com

Levis Ultra Skinny (Patricia).
Waist : 25 inches.
Price : RM100.
(Postage included)

In very superb condition.

p/s: Please spread the words ;). Thanks!

Own

2009-12-28T00:21:00.003+08:00

Daddy willingly spent for my pampering session today; full body massage because i wasn't capable of playing bowling today. The massage was nice, i can hear all the bone breaking sounds and it makes me satisfied, just what i needed.

I have these crazy obsession of wanting to own a MacBook Pro & a Wii. These both are impossible for me to get since i don't have much of the money, so a dream is just a dream.

And if you stranger out there who thinks i'm a pity and willingly wants to buy me these things, i say get me the MacBook first yea! Okay. Thank you.

p/s : If you're wondering where i get my post title from, well they are just random. Maybe something i saw, or something i just heard.

Down

2009-12-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

My parents once sat us siblings all down, and told us that we can always come to them and talk about anything, if they are wrong we were told that we can confront them and they will discuss it with us because they are just human being. And my aunty once thought me, to always be open in a relationship. Talk, discuss, and never ever keep it to yourself because that's the first step to relationship failure.

Well, i took their advices too well and never failed doing both of them but i was wrong. It will never change. Nothing's going to change. And now, i'm out of words. I just want to keep quiet. I now believe that some things are better left unsaid. Maybe i'm being dramatic, maybe i'm not.

All i'm saying is; I'm just another human being just like you guys and i do have feelings too.

That's Just It

2009-12-23T03:07:00.003+08:00

I know you're talking but all i'm hearing is bla bla bla.

Hurt

2009-12-22T01:32:00.002+08:00

Today i realized and learned one thing about people that they aren't nice. What will you do when you have no one to turn to when you are feeling down or when in need of help? And by no one i mean family, relatives, friends and even boyfriend. I will do one thing that i always do; pray and seek for His help. But what happen when He hasn't been answering you prayer? What is next? Next is hope. Always hope that things will get better when the time comes.

I'm having a rough time with everything and everyone right now. Everything i do or did, is like it's never enough. And in my opinion, favoritism does exist and everyone has it.

Eee

2009-12-17T02:50:00.002+08:00

Futsal finally! Yesssss after having a long futsal break, i finally played tonight. We played against Nora's team and i honestly don't know who won and who lost because i wasn't counting. I was busy adjusting my legs and myself. It was far most the best game ever cause my teammates were awesome. Thank you Z, Pejal, Yali and Anel. We laughed a lot because just because we were enjoying ourselves and we're just that funny. (Haha)! And now i can barely walk, my right leg the one i had MRIed before but still wasn't sure what it is, feels so ngilu when i walk. What is ngilu in english? It feels like when you are about to bite your ice cream with your front teeth, yes that bitchy eeing pain. That's it. I have to bend my knee every time i walk, hurmm if only i have a walking-stick. Now that will be cool. Heh!

Big Yellow Taxi

2009-12-16T03:48:00.001+08:00

Lovin' it.

Drool

2009-12-16T01:36:00.001+08:00

Bradley Cooper.

Deliciously yummeyh!

When You Say Nothing At All

2009-12-15T23:09:00.001+08:00

Again

2009-12-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

I have been spending my days watching romantic comedy movies. From one to another, back to back. Goshh, why love? When it comes to love, i have this deep passion about it. I become very passionate and curious, wanting to know the answer behind the mystery, wanting to know the real meaning of love. They say; love is about taking chances, even if it hurts and i wonder why do love has to be hurt at all? It's LOVE for crying out loud. From what i know or at least from what i expect it to be, love is wonderful and magic. Love is a fairy tale, just like all those movies out there. That's how love suppose to be. They have been creating and making love movies from time to time but we never learn from it. We watch and leave silly comments about it; Ohh, that's just a movie. Why not? At least this is what love is from their point of view.

Love, love, love ___ you make me wonder.

p/s: Any good love movies you know? Please let me know. Thank you.

2009-12-12T23:55:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry, i don't do plagiarism.
It's just that sometimes i forget where i got the pictures from.

Broken

2009-12-12T00:28:00.002+08:00

I used to believe in happily ever after but i don't anymore, just like how i used to believe that love is easy. I once learned that love is the easiest thing to do in life, i wish it's true but i learned wrong. Love is hard and i think it's unfair that it is because there are too many things in life that's hard enough like getting good grades is hard, getting a promotion is hard, or even earning money is hard. So i think love suppose to be easy, give ourselves a break. The question is why. Why love is hard? Is it suppose to be like that? I want to know the answer. I need to because i want to be able to believe in happily ever after fairy tale again, because to be honest those tales are the reason why i want to love and be loved.

Suck Day

2009-12-07T11:00:00.002+08:00

Morning World! I'm here again, stuck at ayah's office which today i find it sucks to do what i thought i love doing maybe just because today i am super extremely sleepy and the computer i'm using now also suck due to its low memory capacity. Well, let's just hope my day will turns out good later as i might be spending time with Siti later at Piramid.

I just want to say today is my SUCK day! Everything's suck period

Pretty Much

2009-12-03T14:45:00.005+08:00

Okay, guess where am i now? Where else, Ayah's office again. The 3rd day and believe me i'm loving it. More bonding, more experience and more good food -- what's not to love. Right now, i'm staying in the office, managing my AirlineManager (you should try it!) where ayah has gone for a meeting just quite a minute ago. It's quiet in here. No voice but just the sound of the keyboard and the printer. (Yawning)

B Word

2009-12-01T14:56:00.002+08:00

Two days straight at Ayah's office, yesterday and today. It was good to actually have the opportunity to spend some quality time with him, a father daughter bonding. Today is definitely better than yesterday because today i have my own cubicle, so i can do some facebooking and some blogging and earlier this morning, i also did half part of my assignment. Good but weird, almost didn't sound like me.

I just have to say the best part is the lunch part. Both lunches. Yesterday i had Chili's, which was so delicious and today i had Raju, which also by the way so superlicious yummeh! Best best.

Thank you Ayah.

Old Me

2009-12-01T14:47:00.001+08:00

I get lame and lamer each day.
Seriously, no idea to write. Pfft!

Out Of Idea

2009-11-26T13:54:00.003+08:00

I'm trying to stay low now or maybe stop these blogging thingy once and for all. I don't know. Life's pretty nice now. I'm going to watch NewMoon tonight with the family and the bf. Honestly, i'm not excited at all. I don't know, maybe because it won't be much of Edward. Oh, that pretty little creature ;). Haha!

L

2009-11-11T00:22:00.003+08:00

" There'll be times in your life, when you' be dancin' n' shit - but you ain't gettin it.
But don't get disillusioned, don't expect too much -
'cause if what you have is all you can get - just keep on
Tryin' - it just ain't happened yet,
Everybody wants ta be winner - everybody has a dream
We all need a shinin' star when things ain't what they seem
So tonight we're gonna wish upon a star "
-Bryan Adams, Star-

Short Laughs

2009-11-04T15:39:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA!

Prepare

2009-10-29T21:55:00.001+08:00

If anything happen to us Z, just promise me this.

Outdated

2009-10-28T21:50:00.002+08:00

What a weekend! Outing with the cousin, Nina and yeah! skirt after 3years of not wearing them. Looks ugly, feels uglier. ( Hahaha )! Classes have started this week but i'm not ready to go back just yet. No Z, no Malacca! =p

Something's in my head, will be sharing soon.

LoL

2009-10-22T19:44:00.002+08:00

I was sitting on the toilet bowl trying to do what human being always do when they have a really killing stomachache. Yeah, yeah that but that doesn't go well, so i started to muse about relationships. All the relationship craps and that went bizarre too, so i grabbed this hilarious joke book- one of my dad's and these jokes are killing me. So, please read and laugh ok?

I broke up with someone, and she said; " You'll never find anyone like me again." And i'm thinking , i hope not! If i don't want you why would i want someone just like you? Does anybody end a bad relationship and say; " By the way, do you have a twin?"-Larry Miller

When somebody says to you, " The last thing i want to do is hurt you". What they really mean is - " It's on the list. I've just got some other things to do first."- Mark Schiff

I just broke up with my girlfriend because i caught her lying. Under another man. -Doug Benson

And this one is not related to relationship but it's super funny and it gave us an idea.

We should have a way of telling people they have bad breath without hurting their feelings. " Well, i'm bored. Let's go brush our teeth." Or, " i've got to make a phone call. Hold this gum in your mouth."-Brad Stine

Oh, c'mon! Laugh lah. It's funny kot ;)

2009-10-14T03:28:00.001+08:00

Sometimes we just need someone to show us something we can't see for ourselves and then we're changed forever.

Roll

2009-10-14T00:47:00.002+08:00

Today was busy and fun. Everything went unplanned smooth. I had a sudden woke up when the bf texted around 10am and me being me, always want to make things complicated and decided to continue the last night's fight and suddenly had a change of heart, wanting to go to the bf's office and have lunch with him. This is what i call gaduh" manja. Haha! Oh yes, he's doing his legal attachment now till the end of next semester and double yes to being all alone next semester. Big time suck.

( A lot of things happened here )

AND we watched Papadom. One hell of a great movie. Enough said! You don't plan to cry but instead you will cry. It just happens.

Forgiveness

2009-10-08T22:06:00.001+08:00

Think deep and think again.

So Much Of

2009-10-07T17:06:00.002+08:00

Things had gone good these past few days. Less fighting with the boyfriend, less pressure with the exam, and apparently less breathing with the lungs. It scares me to death. I had my first attack 2 months ago and another one after was during raya and now it's like everyday. I'm not sure what is it yet, is it asthma or not but the doctor that i went to the first time, gave me these pills called steroids and asked me to eat one in case it attacks me again. It sure does. I'm writing this post because i'm just trying to stay calm right now. I'm having it again but nothing much i can do about it since Z is in the exam hall doing he's exam. I ate the pill but it's not working just yet. (Breath, breath). Despite all that, i also need to go to the bathroom since the last half an hour ago but couldn't do that either because there's a lizard under the fridge. So, have to wait wait wait again until it goes far far away from the toilet.

I have realized that i need to do a lot of waiting now and waiting's making me feeling anxiety which gives me a major blockage to my lungs and also this writing i'm doing is not helping either. So, bye bye. I have a breathe to catch.

The Celebration

2009-10-05T02:00:00.003+08:00

chicken wings with cheese.

from left : ice blended chocolate, ice blended vanilla, iced cappucino.

fazil, me & Z.

fazil's malu" sengal!

Us- the S& the Z.
Z brought me to TheFriendsCafe to celebrate our special day and we brought Fazil along.
We had fun. Played tai-tee for the first time and i was good for a beginner.

Thank you yang__so so much!
Love you okay?

2 Years

2009-10-04T22:06:00.005+08:00

Happy Anniversary to us!

Woww, 2 years huh?

You, Z must has one hell of patience level man. Seriously, you do.

And that's what i love about you.

Not just that, i love___;

that you understand me the most.
when you do your hegeh, just to annoy me because you know i'll laugh on that.
when we go for food that i've been craving for a along time, with your friends and the place is the one with thousand of cats which has been my fear all along, AND you park in the car nearby and let me stay in it. After a few minutes later, you came to me with a pack of rice, with all the lauk i like and you still remember to put kicap in it. ;)!
how you always like to buy things in pair, or how you always try to wear the same colour of shirts and jeans just to match it with mine. I seriously thought that kind of men have extincted long ago but apparently you still exist. Lucky me!
that you're willing to spent RM300 and bought me the whole seasons of Charmed, just to surprise me.
that you still managed to buy me the anniversary presents and that would be 2 pairs of jeans that i've been eye-ing on for quite a long time.

Wey Ahmad Zayd, i just so love you lah. Get that? Good!

One More

2009-10-02T14:29:00.001+08:00

Great voice & nice shoes ;)

Precious

2009-09-30T14:33:00.004+08:00

Say hello to Erainaa.
Isn't she the cutest?
Well, thanks to AbgAril & KakMimie.
She's my first new born baby niece and i still haven't decide what name should i use.

You know, babies like her make me want to have my own baby. (Blush, blush)

What A Voice

2009-09-28T23:24:00.005+08:00

Isn't this the most awesome thing?
Call me a lesbian, but i do love this girl a lot ;)!

And if you're even wondering where have i been disappearing, well it's not that far.
Just a tab on the left, busy doing some gardening on FarmVille.
Geez, that sounds totally boring but it's not.

20092009

2009-09-20T23:16:00.004+08:00

20092009

Salam Syawal
&
Happy Birthday to Ayah & Z!

Azamesome

2009-09-14T17:53:00.002+08:00

I had an amazesome night last night. We had BBQ for breakfast, home made BBQ. Marinated by ayah but cooked by our two professional chefs; Z and Fazil. It was my plan and it was supposed to be just us but i invited the cousins as well, just for fun. Well, they say : The many, the better. I cooked my special butter prawn to go with the BBQ and it turned out well. *weeeee*

We then had some bunga api and mercun and the most fun part was the wet party we were having after the mercun section, during the floor cleaning section. It was on hell of fun!

I'm out of mood to write.

Up Up &Away

2009-09-04T02:48:00.002+08:00

They say life's like a circle, it's like we're living on a giant wheel. One time we're on the upper side, and one time we're down. It'll never stop, it'll keep spinning. When some of us found love, some lost. And i hate to admit it but i lost one, just today and dragged my trust along with it.

Right now, i'm really sure what kind of item we are and the truth is i wish i never know. Please don't make it a big deal just yet because i need more time. More time to forget. So please, just read and don't ask anything. That'll help the process. I need all the help i can get. Thanks.

When every time i have this silence moment with myself, it pops in my head over and over again and during that time i swear my heart beats much faster than usual and you can actually feel the pain. It's like something push your heart where it makes you difficult to breath and you actually feel better when you just let your tears running through your face. It helps a lot.

And to you, my only question is why?

p/s: If you haven't watch UP, please please do. I insist.

Bla"

2009-09-02T20:15:00.002+08:00

I do, i do, i do love myself =p.

Here i am, breathing and still alive. Thank god *deep relief breath*. It's a long time since the last post and i was gone for while without any updates and i'm here again stuck in my own deepshit clueless what write world. I think it's my thing. The many many updates then come the many many silence then come the update. It's me, i run my life like a cookie. Ever heard the saying, sekejap ada, sekejap takde. I'm somewhere near that.

I am someone with full of unstable mixed emotions and feelings. I can change my emotions by a blink of an eye. Yes, i am full of deepshits. Say whatever you want__it's all true.

Hit You Shit

2009-08-27T02:31:00.002+08:00

We just got hit and run.
Shit loads!

Worry not, we're okay.

PERIOD As In A Fullstop

2009-08-24T01:52:00.004+08:00

Hello there! After a long emoshit heartache posts, here's some updates on what's hot and what's not. First thing first, Happy Ramadhan people! It's the second day of puasa now, going to be third in few hours time but i have not manage to complete even one yet. I'm having it PERIOD.
The weekend was awesome. The ghost stories section with the boyfriend and the cousins, the laughter, the food. Everything was good.

AND i bought one raya jeans but unfortunately i've already wear it. No, i can't wait for raya. It's just too pretty to keep in the closet. No worries, i'll buy one raya shirt and really wait for raya to wear it. I promise =)~

Oh__question :

Where can i find these kind of food here, minus the bacons, hams & pigs please.
Thank you.

Rise And Smile

2009-08-22T16:11:00.003+08:00

If you are like me; to concern about whys. whats and what will be.
Here's something to think about :

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift. That is why it is called present.

Here's A Thought

2009-08-22T15:38:00.003+08:00

When people ask me; what i want in life? I have one answer and that answer is i want to be happy, just that. Is it too much too ask? Because life's unfair, we don't usually get what we want.

I get hurt easily as i have a very fragile little heart with a very thin layer of skin that covers it. I'm pretty sure, most of us have that too. What make us different is the way we handle it. Some people eat when they're hurt, some people cry, some people keep themselves quiet and i am some people.

Despite of all the things i do when i'm having heartache, i still couldn't manage to find the peace in me. All i can think is; Have i not done enough?

We can find every cure for every disease. If we cut ourselves and bleed, there's always plasters and bandage to make it all okay. If we bleed internally, they're always doctors who will cut us in and repair the cut for us. The question is, what is the cure for heartache? Why haven't they invent it yet?

Or maybe if such medicine exist, people like me will end up being a drugholic. Face it, it's the truth.

Wise

2009-08-18T02:26:00.003+08:00

There's a saying that says;

When you buy things you don't need, you'll end up selling things that you need.

I've heard it before but i really learned it just yesterday, from a very wise man who always never give up in teaching me about life. And it's true, so true.

Tired, Tiring, Just Tired.

2009-08-15T19:12:00.003+08:00

After a whole day of deepshit fighting with the boyfriend, things are finally back to normal again. I think, it was the biggest fight of all fights we've had. Well, it's over now let's pass on to it.
Shocking news! I felt like i'm dying just last night when my body's temperature was going way high and i couldn't stop coughing and the abnormal body ache i was having before and during my sleep. It was scary. You know, i have this feeling : When you read the newspaper one morning and it tells you that a kid just died last night due to h1n1 when the parents thought it was just normal fever. That thing. I'm scared that i'm next. Next thing you know, you'll be reading me in a newspaper. (touch wood). Scary isn't it?

Lost

2009-08-15T00:22:00.001+08:00

I'm lost.
Help me please.

What A Long

2009-08-13T19:35:00.002+08:00

The boyfriend is going to Penang for the weekend; his sister's graduating. Gosh, it's so bad for me. Who am i gonna go to whenever i get into a fight with the family? All i know is that it's going to be a long long____ weekend for me.

p/s: Congratulations to Z's sister ;). I still don't know what to call her, since i'm not that close with his family.

The Game Love

2009-08-13T01:09:00.004+08:00

Ever since i got into the Malacca futsal team, i was being treated differently by the teammates. The other teammates, the rebels. Even now. In fact, i'm not in the Malacca team anymore. I quit, remember? But things haven't change yet. When i kicked the ball, they go fuyoo-ing, woo-ing. Everything seems wrong. Maybe i should quit futsal. I had thought about it but the decision seems a lot harder to make than just thinking about it or maybe Eka was right, i know she was. She told me not to quit, to keep doing things that i love. I love the game but what if the game doesn't love me?

(Pssst, i'm PMSing. You get the picture, don't you? Ohhh! I'm such a mess)

Choc Crave

2009-08-12T20:50:00.004+08:00

I just ate another set of ayam penyet; the one i tapau just after i had one earlier say around 8pm while watching my latest addiction series Sex&TheCity. At this moment, right now i'm so craving for a chocolate cake but the boyfriend has class now and i don't want to go buy it alone because i'm feeling weird today. It's a mixture of sore throat + dizzy and cough but afraid not, i can asure you it's not H1N1. The last time i checked it has to be a mixture of everything ; fever+cough+nasal+dizzy+diarrhea+breathing diffulities+muscle pain = H1N1. There you go, the list of H1n1 symptoms, maybe i should print them and spread it to the people but there are just thousands out there. It is a serious case people, no joke about it.

So, this craving i'm having is a major one and after a long 10minutes of arranging words and sentences in my head___i texted my mum, asking her to bake one for me. Her choc cake is the greatest! And she said okay. Ohh, can't wait for tomorrow.

Food And The Food

2009-08-12T13:22:00.004+08:00

Have i mention that i've been eating and eating and eating and just eating lately? It's the hormones, i think. Just yesterday, i had my meal for 3 times in a small gap of times. 1st, it was around 3pm ; i was craving for nandos and so Z and went to town for it. Suddenly we had a changed of heart and had Burger King instead. What a yummy! Later after that, around 7pm ; we went to ayam penyet. Have i told you, we have new favourites and the ayam penyet's the best. Better than the one in Subang kot. Anyway, lucky me! And two hours after that, i got hungry again and wanted some sushi. Z brought me to the place and i ordered my sushi and 4buns with butter. The buns i tell you was so yummylicious!

Before i went to sleep last night, i wanted a BigMac so badly but instead i just drank a bottle of mineral water and off to sleep. Healthy healthy healthy *wink*

Aren't We Just The Best?

2009-08-10T22:43:00.002+08:00

We had a small family bowling tournament on last Sunday and it turns out that luck was on my side. Our side, to be exact. Let's cut it short; meet the winner! The grey team,babeyh! AND as the winner, we won RM200.

p/s : To dd and nina, merah takyah lah nak membara sgt okay? Hahaha!

Two Criterias

2009-08-08T10:30:00.004+08:00

I don't get kick out but i kicked myself out.

I'm no M'sian player. I'm no ass kisser.

But

I can play and i'm good at it and if they can't see that, fuck them!

And

I wasn't aware that those two criterias are what they're looking for to get you in the team.

So

I'm no both and i quit!

Plus

Favouritism is not my thing.
Sorry.

Super XRay

2009-08-06T23:36:00.004+08:00

This morning i went to see the doctor, to talk about my blood test result and it's nothing. No abnormalities. Everything seems to be fine and normal but i kept on mentioning to him that i still feel the pain. Trust me, i was about to lay down on the floor in his office just to prove him wrong. He then sent me for the last step of the process, the MRI. I had these unsure feelings. It was 50/50. I was half scared and half excited. Who am i kidding! I was 110% scared that i almost cry. Almost, so there's no need to be past tense 'cried' right? *confuse*.

You guys know what MRI is right? It's this machine that we use to scan our body in much much detail. In short, i call it Super XRay. We need to lay down and get into this small terowong that fit our body perfectly and some might say, it's nothing but not for me. I'm claustrophobic. The loud machine sound didn't scares me at all but the tiny space did. I almost cried, very almost. I even asked Z to sit right behind of my head, just to make sure that i can see him all the time. And i must say that Z is such a patient person as he sat there doing nothing rather than listening the annoying loud machine's noises for 50minutes.

Later after that, i received the MRI's films and the imaging report by the radiologyst and again the word 'normal' is written there. My bone is fine. So does my bone mass lah, my muscle lah, bla bla bla. Hello! We're talking about nerves here. I know my bone is fine. And what? Did i just spent my dad's thousand bucks for nothing and still feeling the pain till now? Fucking insane lah weyh!

p/s: Pls do google about the MRI thingy,if you're interested to know more ;)

Early In The Morning

2009-08-05T12:50:00.003+08:00

Good morning and hello. It's 1pm, its raining outside and yeah, i just woke up surprisingly in my own bed in Malacca. We, the MMUians are having semester break for a week and i can't do the same thing. I just got back last night and straight away went for the training. First, i got scolded from the coach as i was missing for 4days and at the end of the game, i got scolded again as he said to me - "You can play but you are not focus enough. You're mind is wandering around about something else." And at that very moment i was sure that i almost say this - "Of course, you dammit! I miss my mum!" but of course i didn't. Haha! But the good news is, i'm going back again tonight just because i have an appointment tomorrow at SDMC. I'm getting my leg checked. I've done the X-Ray but he said my leg bone is perfect but how come i still feel the pain. So, he sent me for blood test and still waiting for the results.

You You You

2009-07-30T19:29:00.001+08:00

"Especially for you,
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me,
How I’m certain that our love was,
Meant to be,
You changed my life,
You showed me the way,
And now I’m next to you."

I Know I Can But Can I?

2009-07-30T14:22:00.002+08:00

I'm grateful, i really am. I mean this oppurtunity doesn't come everyday, yes i get that.
But i'm also tired. Really tired. Tired with the trainings that i must attend every single nights. Tired with all immature people out there who's making fun of me, with theirs' sarcastic words.

Sometimes i wonder, is it worth it?

I get muscle cramps everyday. I have difficulties to sleep every nights and when i wake up the next morning, it gets worse. And you know what's worse of the worse? I don't get to spend my holiday. I have to stay here BECAUSE i have trainings. Damn, what should i do?

This is what i've been thinking lately. I'm not worry if it effects my studies, i'm pretty sure i won't and if it does, i can handle it. It's the sacrifices i need to make. The question is: is it worth it?

p/s : Happy birthday,dina! You've grown up__it's just too fast.

Here I Am

2009-07-28T13:41:00.003+08:00

First of all ; sorry.
Sorry for being a bad blogger who doesn't update her blog frequently. I'm that busy for these past two weeks. Thousand apologizes.

These past few weeks, was the best__i can say and i want to share it with you all, since i don't really have that many close people to share with, so might as well i just share it with you guys kan?

1. My cracked butt bone (coccyx) has recovered. I can run freely now just Forest in the ForestGum. *Weeeee~*

2. Ayah finally brought us to the best ikan bakar in Perak last weekend. It was freaking the bomb despite that i almost i cried when that fat cat came out from nowhere and was standing right infront of my chair. And i was like "MAK! DD! AYAH!" hahahaha. Saya mmg bodoh.

3. I got selected to play for Malacca Futsal Team and i got shocked too. I'll enjoy this incredibly happy moments to fullest and if i get kick out sooner or later, let's just say my time is over. I mean, i'm already 21 now. You get what i mean right?

So yeah, that's all.

ManU

2009-07-20T14:23:00.002+08:00

I freaking went to ManU's game! Dude, i tell you it was double freaking awesome! *Scream*. C'mon, you know how i feel right? We always watch them play on our tv screen and now, they are like standing alive in front of us. SO COOL! And and and, i saw nani's summersault or whatever you call it or spell it but i saw it right infront of me. Be jealous, people ;)!

p/s : Will upload the pictures soon.

Butt Story

2009-07-20T14:14:00.003+08:00

Remember what i told you guys something, the one that i fell on the butt thing. Ya, i got that checked. Both, flu and butt at Sime Darby Medical Centre. The flu is nothing, not H1N1. What a relief but i screwed my ass on the other hand. My butt is cracked. The butt bone. The one you know, when some kids sit on your lap and you can feel the pain as the butt bone touches your leg bone. Ya, that one. I can't play futsal for two weeks but then again i'm not good at taking advices, so we'll see how. I mean, i need to play. I have tournament this weekend and i've been taking the medicine like crazy just to speed up the healing process. You see, how silly i can be. *Laugh*!

Welcome Again

2009-07-15T21:48:00.002+08:00

I'm having fever and flu for 3 days now, gonna go for a check up tomorrow. Just in case. Hope it's not H1N1, let's hope for the best. Dear sickness, please go away.

JustForFun link has been changed to juz4-fun.blogspot.com. It's still new, so nothing is really there yet but why don't we meet there. Maybe we can make a change.

BlaBla

2009-07-14T13:21:00.001+08:00

I've changed my mind.
The music stays.

Hello To Us

2009-07-13T19:39:00.005+08:00

I now find that the song that i put in my page is annoying than entertaining. I will put an end to it and remove it far far far away from here. Me and Z had these crazy idea on creating a new blog and just talk about all kind of craps we want since i don't know, 2 months ago maybe. It's finally here. Then D decided to join us, and it's done. So, please spend your time on our blog called JustForFun which contains mostly grammatical errors and some silly craps stories from us. Okay okay okay? Thanks.

Sad,Funny&Pathetic

2009-07-08T20:39:00.004+08:00

source; postsecret

This is going to be a funny and sad post or some might say pathetic. Count me in for pathetic!

I was so bored yesterday, so i played ball with Z. To cut it short, we were done and decided to go for dinner. I was so tired to pick the ball and instead i just let it roll on the ground, and it started to get too far towards a huge blacky scary tree. I ran and tried to pull the ball with my leg and KABAMMM i fell down on the butt instead. On those hard batu bata, man. I could barely stand up and walk but today was a little bit okay okay lah. That's the end of the first funny story. Here come the sad and pathetic one.

I woke up 15 mins earlier today because i know i can't walk as usual, so i need some extra time for that. I didn't want to be late for class, since they're having first quiz. But it doesn't matter anyway, Z drove me to class. So, i did the quiz, went back home, went for lunch at KFC (i was craving for them since yesterday,after i watched MJ's Memorial Service. Someone did mention about Kentucky Fried Chicken in the speech), went back home, did something for the blog and went for a jog.

As you know, i barely can walk and how am i suppose to run and jog right? But the boyfriend is being too enthusiasm on losing his weight and i did promise him to accompany him when he's ready to do so. Let's just say i'm his personal trainer now. And,now that sounds hot. *Laugh*.

The place is so junglely foresty like, like hutan simpanan lah konon but it is for jogging. They have jogging tracks and stuffs. We completed the first round after 20mins of jog. So i thought, i repeat I THOUGHT we were already at the end, and i decided just to wait for him there since he wanted to go for another. So, we splited. I started walking through the path and suddenly realized that THIS IS NOT WHERE I CAME FROM just now. I got panicked. I can't run to Z now as i know i'm not going to catch him. I got sesat and i went backwards. Waiting for Z at one of the corner, but he didn't showed up after 20mins of waiting. I went frontwards and backwards and back to frontwards again. I was scared that time and i stopped one lady and asked her where is the way out. I swear i was going to cry that time. I followed her and i saw Z! I cried that instance.

This is the first time, where i find myself so useless and pointless for being that incredibly stupid on directions. Oh yes, please laugh. I laughed at myself too. That time was almost 7pm and you should hear how i many times i selawat, then mengucap, then back to selawat again. Sumpah ingat dah kena ____. Cuak sudah.

p/s: Try and find any grammar error___just for fun. Like Adi says : I want to learn English too dammit! Hahaha! Nice one Adi.

Free Good Deed

2009-07-08T17:36:00.006+08:00

Good news! Good news! ( I guess)
Mak has started a new business venture. She is now selling perfumes called OneDropPerfumes. They are small and affordable, especially for teenagers like us. They are so small that they can easily fit into your purse or pocket perhaps. The reason why there are made so small because the portion that they put in each of every bottle creates a stronger long lasting smell than the usual perfumes. Always wonder why the Arab people smell so good, this is why. The secret portion why. This is serious talk, people. No bullshitting. And the best part is it does not contain alcohol, which means you can wear it and pray at same time =)

Each box has 8 small cute sized perfumes in it with different brands and smells. All well-known brands.

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Women's Sets

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Men's Sets

Why you need to have these cute little things? Here's why :

You know, you can't help the pack classes schedule that you're having each and everyday. They are so pack that you don't have time to take an hour break for lunch and to freshen up at the same time. Keep this in your bag, and you don't have to cut your lunch short.

I do sports a lot and that equal to a lot of sweat and also disgusting smells. I will simply roll this perfume on my skin and i'm back to smelling good *wink wink*

I'm helping my mum by doing this because she never says no when i need hers, so why should i not help her,right. And and and, if you people are kind enough (which i hope you really are) please spread the words y'all. If you're interested, you know where to find me ;)!

Shit In Me

2009-07-06T19:05:00.002+08:00

source; postsecret

Guess what, i accidentally spilled over my hand with super glue. Gam gajah, kau gile!
Yuck, yuck, yuck. My hand is super stiff now. You can only feel the roughness as the glue dries.
Shit you, sha!

Hormonal

2009-07-04T01:26:00.001+08:00

LOVE is such a lousy word.