New Beginning

Hye there people!(this goes especially goes to you eka,hihihi)

I know its been a long long long time since i last updated my blog. The thing is i had a few rough weeks that i finally raised my white flag and i gave up. I cried so hard. I let everything that i kept for over year go! Hopefully to somewhere far far away~. "Goodbye old me! Hi new me!"

I know peoples' make their new resolutions annually,mostly on the beginning of every years but i've decided to make mine now. On the last week of November 2008. I don't know how i came up why with this and i don't know why. All i know is i want it.

Being in this condition of mine for over year(and still on it) is sucks. It's rare but not a good one. I know how people are dying to be different, willing to spend millions of bucks to own rare stuffs but my rareness is so not worth it. It's like a new motto of mine --> It's rare and it sucks too. Haha. Nice one! A new resolution might help, i guess.

I just want to enjoy life,you know. I want to be more positive. I want to be cheerful & happy. I want to have lots of fun. I want to laugh more, smile more. Laughter is the best medicine after all. I want to kick days assess.
It is my life. I should take control of it, right? ;)