No One Knows

It's been 1 year and 6 months.
They are still there and they are still very obvious.
I have lost hope.
I don't have the strength to fight them anymore.
Don't say, " Never give up" because i already did.
I tried every ways and possibilities.
Some gave me hope and some gave me guarantee.
But the outcomes were never a satisfaction as they're still there, living on my skin like parasites.

So, don't judge and say anything.
You don't know, what i feel.

All i need is your support and some patience because at this time of my life,
i become very sensitive and i have a very low self-esteem.

I am sorry for all the troubles i've caused but i can't handle this alone.
I'm not that strong.
This is beyond my power and i can't fix it.
I've been waiting and i'll keep waiting.