Monday, February 2, 2009

When I Feel Lonely

Bridewars.
The closeness of their friendship bond really amazed me.
It makes me go "wowwwww".
Then i started question myself, does this kind of friendship exist in the world we're living these days?

Because if it does, how come i don't have one?
It is me?
Am i the kind of person, who people hate to be friend with?
Why?

I mean, i know me. I must say myself, i am not a horrible person.
I'll make a good friend.
(at least in my own version)

All i'm saying is i want one.
Just one bestfriend.
The one who knows me better than myself,
The one who call me, just to update me with her latest news,
The one who i will come to first, if i'm having trouble.

Someone told to keep looking for one, but i stopped myself long before because i believe if there is someone who is meant to be my bestfriend, it will happen by itself.
We don't have to force it happen.

By the way, i question a lot when i'm in the state of stress or when i'm facing my lowest point.
So, bear with me okay?
Bla bla bla.

The end.

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