Look Deep Down Inside, And You Might Come Out With A Better Answer

I attended my first Monday morning class with unsure mix feelings. Is it due to the uncomfortable sleep i had last night or the unwanted scene plays repeatedly in my mind? I woke up anyway. I sat alone, and that moment i can't control but just let it be. I let it played with my mind and i broke down right there, in the class. I stood up and just walked out of the class.

I could never imagine it could bugs me these much. At that moment, even the most spirit-lifted songs can't help you out. All you want to do is cry as much as you can, and pray because you need to talk to Him because He's the only one that knows. I still let it plays in my mind but i manage to control it now.

Why do we always get the blames even what we're trying to do is just to help, to ease the burden? Do we need to tell everything out loud to prove that we are the good one?

Please don't judge me or tell me that i'm just being a sympathetic girl who's having her PMS and being too emotional about it because i'm not. I have feelings and i need to be taken seriously sometimes, so please stop. Stop all the lying behind my back stuffs. I can take the truth.