I'm grateful, i really am. I mean this oppurtunity doesn't come everyday, yes i get that.
But i'm also tired. Really tired. Tired with the trainings that i must attend every single nights. Tired with all immature people out there who's making fun of me, with theirs' sarcastic words.
Sometimes i wonder, is it worth it?
I get muscle cramps everyday. I have difficulties to sleep every nights and when i wake up the next morning, it gets worse. And you know what's worse of the worse? I don't get to spend my holiday. I have to stay here BECAUSE i have trainings. Damn, what should i do?
This is what i've been thinking lately. I'm not worry if it effects my studies, i'm pretty sure i won't and if it does, i can handle it. It's the sacrifices i need to make. The question is: is it worth it?
p/s : Happy birthday,dina! You've grown up__it's just too fast.
But i'm also tired. Really tired. Tired with the trainings that i must attend every single nights. Tired with all immature people out there who's making fun of me, with theirs' sarcastic words.
Sometimes i wonder, is it worth it?
I get muscle cramps everyday. I have difficulties to sleep every nights and when i wake up the next morning, it gets worse. And you know what's worse of the worse? I don't get to spend my holiday. I have to stay here BECAUSE i have trainings. Damn, what should i do?
This is what i've been thinking lately. I'm not worry if it effects my studies, i'm pretty sure i won't and if it does, i can handle it. It's the sacrifices i need to make. The question is: is it worth it?
p/s : Happy birthday,dina! You've grown up__it's just too fast.
3 comments:
Sha,usually those that need to make fun of others are pathetic people who can only feel good about themselves by making others feel bad, or at least trying to make them feel bad.
They can be young only once in their life, but they can be immature forever. So, they're not worth ur concern at all.
Let them not distract ur focus Sha!
Shasha boleh! lol... =P
yeah, you're right.
it's okay. i'll get thru this.
thanks pa'a. *wink*
no sweat. (^__^)
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