Thursday, August 6, 2009

Super XRay

This morning i went to see the doctor, to talk about my blood test result and it's nothing. No abnormalities. Everything seems to be fine and normal but i kept on mentioning to him that i still feel the pain. Trust me, i was about to lay down on the floor in his office just to prove him wrong. He then sent me for the last step of the process, the MRI. I had these unsure feelings. It was 50/50. I was half scared and half excited. Who am i kidding! I was 110% scared that i almost cry. Almost, so there's no need to be past tense 'cried' right? *confuse*.

You guys know what MRI is right? It's this machine that we use to scan our body in much much detail. In short, i call it Super XRay. We need to lay down and get into this small terowong that fit our body perfectly and some might say, it's nothing but not for me. I'm claustrophobic. The loud machine sound didn't scares me at all but the tiny space did. I almost cried, very almost. I even asked Z to sit right behind of my head, just to make sure that i can see him all the time. And i must say that Z is such a patient person as he sat there doing nothing rather than listening the annoying loud machine's noises for 50minutes.

Later after that, i received the MRI's films and the imaging report by the radiologyst and again the word 'normal' is written there. My bone is fine. So does my bone mass lah, my muscle lah, bla bla bla. Hello! We're talking about nerves here. I know my bone is fine. And what? Did i just spent my dad's thousand bucks for nothing and still feeling the pain till now? Fucking insane lah weyh!

p/s: Pls do google about the MRI thingy,if you're interested to know more ;)

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