I Don't Know What This Called

I have no inspiration on what to write or i rather say i am lack of inspiration on what to write. Yes, lack is the suitable word. It wasn't a nice weekend i had. Been called useless and stupid,i may interpret from those long sentence he said. Now,that hurts. I was weak since then, because i really look up to this person. All i'm trying to do is to be him or at least like him. I would say he is like a dewa to me,in my own definition of dewa of course. It bugs me a lot to received that kind of comments from him. Before he was a good motivational giver,i must say. He used to say that things happen for a reason and i slowly believe in that. I am never a forcer. I don't force myself for something. So, when things happen which ever ways it wants to be, i totally believe that it happens for a reason. One of the good thing he taught me. There is a saying - people change, and i guess so is he. But whenever i am hurt by him or anyone, i tend to dive in and explore the sea instead of sit there and only see the surface of the ocean. Who knows,when you are diving down there you might see the good side of him/her, the one that makes you smile. I know i already did. But a sorry won't harm and if i'm waiting for that then i would have to prepare myself forever because he is not that kind of person.

And i know it's too late but i guess it's better to late than never.
This is a new online magazine created by my very old friend, Eka Nazhwa and she needs our support, that's all. I do and it is not that hard. You might want to try it out - pass this around. Make her famous because she deserves it.

Watched Confession of A Shopaholic and Fast & Furious 4. Both are awesome. It's a must watch movie and if you are going to, a gentle reminder for you guys ; Vin Diesel a.k.a Dominic Torentto is so mine,alone. If you want Paul Walker a.k.a Brian O'Conner, i don't mind sharing him with you. Hahahaha.

And please tell me, how on earth to put the comment(s) below each of my posts? I tried the show button and that doesn't work as well. Please.

Enjoy. Chop chop.